For the most part, I got the life I always wanted, but little did I know the plot twists and turns that lay ahead for us. Infertility, cancer, autism, and the loss of a child were just a few of the events I never saw coming. Raising four headstrong, busy, and loud boys never factored into my picture either!
Throughout the process, I learned that I was stronger and more capable than I ever thought.
Here at ‘kissing the frog’ I blog about what really happens after you kiss the frog and all your dreams come true – the fun, the funny, the bad, the ugly, the love, laughter, grief, and struggles. I write about the real relationship between my frog prince and his bride, the pull-out-my-hair parenting moments with my boys, and my own personal struggles with self-esteem, happiness, losing my precious son, and being a mom over 40. I write with honesty and empathy in the hopes that my readers will feel understood and perhaps not so alone.
|Stacie Kinney Photography|
I slowly began to get used to the idea that my family was complete and unchanging. I marked my fortieth birthday by giving away all of my maternity clothes and baby items. But then, three months after I lost one precious son, I learned I was pregnant with another. And the picture of my family changed once again.
With the birth of Baby E in June of 2011, we became a family of six for a second time. Now I realize that life doesn't necessarily have a "happily ever after" ending. I found my frog, who became my prince, but that didn't guarantee my happy ending. There are so many bumps on the road of life, but as long as we are traveling that road together, I think we are going to be okay. Every day I am reminded of how wonderful our lives are, despite the sadness that hangs over us.
This is my family today:
|June 2015 Photo by Dina Turco Photography|
Me, Hubby, and our four boys - Slim, a tween with ADHD and high-functioning autism who is Joey's twin brother, Knox who is in double digits now, Lil' C who is trying to keep up, and Edgie who was the delightful surprise. Join us on our journey.
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Thanks for reading!